Today, just like yesterday, I woke up at 10.30. After I woke up, there's a call from the washing machine repairer. They said they'll be here on Monday around 8-10 in the morning. They want me to make sure that I'll really be at home at that time. But I explained to them that I'm looking for a job and bla bla bla.. But still they set the same date and time. It'll be ok, I think, it's in the morning. After that, I did my laundry while browsing in the net looking for job, email, etc. And I have to cleaning up this apartment. There'll be an inspection on Monday. I don't like Esze Berryman. I choose my previous property manager. Eventhough she's cocky, but she will do what we're asking straight away. I think that's why dealing with smaller company is easier..
Yesterday night, I looked at Jo's
gebetan's Friendster page. And he was giving her pictures that portrays I love you kinda thing. In some way, I feel jealous. I know, I shouldn't feel that way, but I can't help myself to feel that. I chatted with Michelle yesterday night and she's assuring me that I could get someone better than him. And she's wondering, why couldn't I forget him. We've separate ages ago and we're separated by thousand miles. I wish I know why Chelle. I don't know.. I, myself, don't want to always feel this kind of feeling towards him, but hell, I couldn't forget him. Fuck! Someone, please help me.. I've been trying to call Astrid or Tuink for some days, but they never answer my call. Probably I called them in the wrong time.. I need to talk to someone about this, not in chat page, but talk in phone. Obviously it's impossible to talk face to face. Oh God, help me..